Tuesday, 23 June 2009

Epiphany

Used to think maybe but baby

Now I am so sure that you and me

Will only lead me back to heartbreak -Teedra Moses

I have lost my fight with you

About you

I'm over you

Been under you

On top of you

I can't justify "it" anymore

Won't justify "it" anymore

You don't want

"it"

"it" doesn't give you what "that" does

"that" gives you the thrill and drive you crave for

I know what I Am

So with that this fight is over

Goodbye

 

Monday, 22 June 2009

Guys and a Doll

Only female in my crew, and I kick shit

Like a nigga do, with a trigger too, fuck you  Lil' Kim- All about the Benjamins

I've never really liked girls.

Ok, well to put it bluntly I don't get along with many girls.

They can be very bitchy at times and will feel no way to put a man before you're friendship with them.

So to cut a long story short, I have always been a 1 woman in a crew of men sort of chick (Friendship only!!!!). Men are more receptive to their surrounds, they don't change their attitude towards you when a group of women enter the room. You will always be their girl regardless. If the relationship does change, then its due to the girlfriend not liking you and feeling uncomfortable with her own femininity. I should know first hand!! Plus I did attend a convent.

But back to my story in hand. 

I'm an aggressive woman who goes for what she wants in life. I don't hold back my thoughts, have a cutting and sarcastic sense of humor, loves basketball and lives for hip hop. (Also I love pear cider!!)

BUT I also  love the colour pink, diamonds, handbags , dresses and heels no less than 4 inches.

I'm a strong woman who will stand toe to toe with a man and not back down. Men do not make me feel inferior to them. I see myself as equal on all accounts.

See, I love my boys to the ends of the earth, I see my male cousins as brothers and my brother is one of my best friends. Guys just get me more, maybe I have more testosterone than estrogen!!! When my mother was carrying me the doctors actually thought I was a boy, so there you go!!

Hollywood Divorce

Starts off like a small town marriage 

Lovely wife in life, baby carriage 

Now all the stars have cars, success of course 

but it ends in Hollywood divorce - HOLLYWOOD DIVORCE OUTKAST

I love LOVE.

Yeah I said it and I'm not ashamed.

Life is what you make it, but love is what makes it purposeful.

Look at it what way you want to, we all need love.

Finding that special someone that makes your heart jump like a rabbit on a trampoline. I wanna find love some day.

You know, that guy that makes me laugh until my stomach tightens like I've been doing crunches. Holds me like he'll never see me again. Ride or die with me. I'm his L. His girl for life.

Well, I thought I found him, but it wasn't meant to be. Young love, young mind.

So since then I have been guarded with my heart by becoming the predator. I catch you, you don't catch me!

But I am a woman when it comes down to it. A REAL woman who just wants that real man. But with so many divorces happening lately, what am I meant to believe?